I hope so also This is my first round of clomid 50 mg So we'll see what happens.So far so good really sore after ovulation though i guess thats part of clomid.
Typhani
California
Member for 2 months
My journeyFive years later
September 18, 2008
Hello All well my story goes like this.I got pregnant when i was 17 at that time i didn't know how to take care of my self let alone a growing baby.I ended up going into pre term labor at 26weeks.She lived for five days and I was there every single day.It's been five years just this past August.I started TTC in Jan 07 with irreg periods(wishing on a star)I got preg after 3 months of no period but I had just took provera and took clomid and was barley on cycle day 14.I took a year off to just relax and now I'm back TTC.
Well after my baby was born I had really irreg periods.My mom always says its cause the way the doctor took the placinta out(i think thats how you spell it).They didn't give my body time to pass it natural.But i've been having ultra sounds since 05 and nothing has come back abnormal.I put on weight after my mc in 07 so i stoped ovulating on my own.I lost like 20 pounds and started again but not strong enough so i decide to start the meds this cycle.But if your period is pretty regular then i doubt you have a problem getting pregnant on less you been tryiing over a year then i would get it checked out.
Also if your not 100% on trying again then i suggest waiting also .You want to be able to give your all to the next pregnancy .I mean mentally and physically.You can't replace that pregnancy ever and rushing won't take the hurt away.My baby would be five now and i still cry sometimes.Get your thoughts togather first 15 weeks is pretty far along just to get over and move on to the next.But if you do get your BFP this month(because you are fertile after something like this) I pray you stay strong.
Also if your not 100% on trying again then i suggest waiting also .You want to be able to give your all to the next pregnancy .I mean mentally and physically.You can't replace that pregnancy ever and rushing won't take the hurt away.My baby would be five now and i still cry sometimes.Get your thoughts togather first 15 weeks is pretty far along just to get over and move on to the next.But if you do get your BFP this month(because you are fertile after something like this) I pray you stay strong.
Well after my baby was born I had really irreg periods.My mom always says its cause the way the doctor took the placinta out(i think thats how you spell it).They didn't give my body time to pass it natural.But i've been having ultra sounds since 05 and nothing has come back abnormal.I put on weight after my mc in 07 so i stoped ovulating on my own.I lost like 20 pounds and started again but not strong enough so i decided to start the meds this cycle.But if your period is pretty regular then i doubt you have a problem getting pregnant on less you been trying over a year then i would get it checked out.
Also if your not 100% on trying again then i suggest waiting also .You want to be able to give your all to the next pregnancy .I mean mentally and physically.You can't replace that pregnancy ever and rushing won't take the hurt away.My baby would be five now and i still cry sometimes.Get your thoughts togather first ,15 weeks is pretty far along just to get over and move on to the next.But if you do get your BFP this month(because you are fertile after something like this) I pray you stay strong.
Also if your not 100% on trying again then i suggest waiting also .You want to be able to give your all to the next pregnancy .I mean mentally and physically.You can't replace that pregnancy ever and rushing won't take the hurt away.My baby would be five now and i still cry sometimes.Get your thoughts togather first ,15 weeks is pretty far along just to get over and move on to the next.But if you do get your BFP this month(because you are fertile after something like this) I pray you stay strong.
Thanks Hun. Well I'm not trying to replace my son at all. I did accept the fact that I'm not going to have him in my life and that life with me and dh wasn't never written for him. I will never forget my angel as long as I live. My mom gave birth to a stillborn who would be 19 today. I still remember him and she still sheads a tear on his bday. I know I fell in love with my baby and I can never stop loving him. But for me after a loss like this one has it's own pain. I didn't plan it. I didn't want kids. I felt like I couldn't have kids or get pregnant and I was ok with that. I denied being pregnat the first 8 weeks. But now.....I know I can have kids I can get pregnant, I do want to plan to get pregnant and I do want kids. The few days I spent pregnant and loving it was amazing. I feel like I want to have a big family and why should I wait? I want to do it know while the emotions of it all is more appreciated. If I wait too long I will again feel doubts about getting pregnant and having kids and stop wanting kids again. i don't want to regret it when I'm older. My friends all have kids and I am the only one without. After I told my friend what happened she says to me Oh I figured you couldn't have kids after all thesse years. You can always apdot. What the heck!!! My friend said this to me.. It hurts more than thinking it. 15 weeks pregnant isn't a long time. But 4 hours of life is. If I never knew he was alive maybe I wouldn't miss him so. N E ways I feel like I have to move on. I'm not one for staying in the past to long. I will never forget him but I can't pause life after what has happened. Wish me luck and baby dust. I will try again in dec or jan. Baby Dust to ya!
When i wrote that comment i didnt want you to go into depression like i did.Im happy for you, For you to be so strong after this happen so soon.I admire that,and what your freind said is stupid but she was most likely trying to comfort you the best way that she could.I wish you all the best honey and let me know how your doing.
thanks hun. Yea I figure she just didn't kow what to say. It hurt like heck tho. I'm sorry you were so drepressed hun. I am thankful for family and dh. he has never let me down. I am blessed and soon enough you will get what you want most at this time. A new baby smiling at you. Baby Dust and I can't wait to read about your BFP!!!!!!
Yes he wants nothing more but to marry me for last 6 years. I don't because I know more people who hate one another after marriage. I don't want to hate him. Yes It has been very difficult. A roller coaster in deed. I never stopped loving him but days I did not like him very much. After being preg and seeing how much joy was in his life I couldn't compare a loving bond stronger. Now I feel different with the marriage thing. Our plan is to wed this dec. at our 8 year one month mark. So this time my boy wouldn't be called by my last name. but dh. Wish us luck... and Baby Dust.
September 18, 2008
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