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MY LAST POST ON FERTILITY TIES

June 15, 2008

Hi everyone I have had my journey stopped on Clomid after 2 1/2 cycles on it my doctor has stopped it due to the really bad side effects i was haveing and I now have hyperstimulation from the clomid and my ov are really enlarged, i also had a bad reaction to it as well.

But I really want to thank everyone for there help,understanding and support through my journey on here thankyou all.

I wish you all the best of luck and lots and lots of ******BABY DUST***** and lots and lots of ***STICKY GLUE*****

I guss i'm back to square one its just not fare,I guss i'm not ment to be a mother.well i have that a bit wrong i am a mother its just that my son was born into heaven and i'll never experience mother hood like most people.I guss i find it hard to belive that god can bless you with a baby but take him back before he had a change to experince life for him self..

I'm so sorry i think i needed that one last vent.. and i'm really sorry if i upset anyone who is reading this its my story and my feelings and i don't mean in anyway to upset anyone on here and i know so many other people have there own sad story.

Well once again thankyou all

June 15, 2008

Hi Trying- I'm so sorry for what you are going though this is such a difficult Journey. I hate to see you leave b/c I know your feelings of sadness will continue and you might still want to touch base with us from time to time as you begin to heal both physically and mentally. It is so difficult to stay positive after so many setbacks. Have you by any chance tried acupuncture? I have just started it because my injections gave me cysts and I can't take them until the cysts go away. I think the acupuncture is helping me, it's too soon to know about my physical aspects but it has definitely helped with mental and emotional aspects. Please know that we will be here if you decide you need us even though you must take time to let your body heal. I questioned the same thing about me not being a mother, that maybe I wasn't meant to be one. I don't understand how it happens to so many others around me and even to those that aren't even trying or ready for a child. It is hard to stay positive and I'm so glad I found this site. I wish you lots and lots of luck and hope you heal quickly so you can start your ttc journey again. I know you are meant to be a mommy again and I hope it happens to you soon. I know there really isn't much I can say to help you feel better but I am thinking of you and sending you lots of ********HUGS******!!!

ps. A friend of mine overstimulated and was in so much pain. She looked as if she was like four months preggo. She is now preggo with twins and doing well. :O) There is some hope for us all.

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