1stimemami

Hi, Briefly about me Im 26, my hubby 29. We got married in March 06, but have been together for almost 8 years. We unexpectedly got pregnant in June 07 which turned out to be ectopic. I literally found out on a Thursday and that Sunday morning (Fathers day) was being rushed to the ER for unbearable pain. I had been spotting brown a few days b4 I found out I was pregnant but thought it was just AF approaching. My right tube had to be removed during surgery. I was 5 weeks along. Its been very rough for us since. I am now actively ttc going onto my 5th cycle in February 08 and desperately desire to have a baby. Im not ok emotionally some days better than others. Just feel like this loss has taken over my life. Its all I think about 24/7. Hubby is wonderful and tries to help but I cant help it. I hope I can give us a big family like we always wanted. Thank you and baby dust to all.