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what i refer to as a saga, but is more like a lifestyle

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bforet21

October 16, 2009

my infertility. i am 24 and can not seem to ovulate. in the beginning of july i fell naturally pregnant. imagine my astonishment, i don't have normal periods and never have and miraculously i became pregnant with our little lovie. unforunately, i lost the baby at the end of august. since then, my husband and i have been on a quest to start our family. we've been married for four years and feel it's time. so we proceed to clomid cd 5-9 50mg/day for five days. nothing, nada, zip. i didn't ovulate. so my dose was increased to 100mg/day for five days. nothing, nada, zip. i didn't ovulate. so they diagnosed me with pcos. and now i'm on gonal f and lupron. i don't know the dosages as i haven't received the rx yet (in the mail) and i couldn't read the doc's lingo. so here i am about to begin the gonal f shots. i am scared, excited, worried, and a managerie of other emotions. i hope that the shots work for me. i worry what will happen if the shots don't work. i wonder if i will have children. i'm crying nonstop. i don't understand what's going on with me. i don't know that i'm ready to accept that i'm infertile. what if i can't make eggs? then that's it, no iui or ivf will help me. you can't have those procedures without an egg. sure there are donor eggs, but i don't know how i feel about that. i think i'm worrying a lot and looking too far into the future. it's just, for the past three months i have heard nothing but bad news. i hear the impatience in that sentence, i know. time, time, time. i'm in a bad place right now, i'm not sure where to go, how to feel, or what to say. i just know that this thing asked for a journey, so here it is. this is my journey. hopefully one day i'll be able to tell my children about this journey and look upon it lovingly.
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hoping4#2

November 02, 2009

I know how you feel... :( I have have some of those same thoughts and feelings. It's such a hard and private journey and we sometimes feel like we are all alone. I haven't progressed to gonal f or lupron yet but I will be following your journey. :) Sending lots of baby dust your way!
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bforet21

November 02, 2009

thank you so much for the encouragement. as of now, i'm in a cancled cycle. my doc overstimmed me and i had a bunch of mature follicles (which is a relief because we weren't getting any follicles at all in the beginning). he told me to stop my injections and stay away from my husband. ugh. so now i'm waiting for af, and that hag will come in her own time. lol.
Sa400095_0020_020
hoping4#2

November 03, 2009

Well I will be thinking about you..I guess having too many follies is bad but at least you know the meds are working! lol!
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bforet21

November 03, 2009

that's how i feel, atleast i know the meds are working. where are you in your cycle?
Hans___alita_van_de_breevaart
Alita D...

November 03, 2009

please have faith and hope that the lord who did it first time he will redo it again in his time and his time is the best.
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bforet21

November 03, 2009

you are so right. thank you for being a beacon of God's light
Sa400095_0020_020
hoping4#2

November 03, 2009

bforet21 I am on cycle day 28 10-11dpo i guess.. If I don't start af by sat nov 7th, I am going to test....
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bforet21

November 03, 2009

hope, i can't wait to hear your test results, i hope you get that bfp. are you having any symptoms? anything?
Sa400095_0020_020
hoping4#2

November 03, 2009

I have had sore bbs for the past couple of days.. today more noticable than others and mild cramping.. it's probably AF getting ready to show her ugly face!
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bforet21

November 03, 2009

yah, i hope you get that bfp. maybe the symptoms aren't that witch AF, maybeeeeee......this is your month. did or have you had any implantation spotting? i've just read a good deal about it, so now i'm asking everyone if they had it, cuz i'm wondering if it's commonplace?
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