we are preggers with #3

It is getting hard.I had a tr in January of this year with a little luck in April only for it to end at 5 weeks.It was heart breaking for me and my husband.I realized how much I loved him when it happened he was so strong for me.He never cried in front of me .Just held me when I did.My awsome husband!!

I belive it was harder for him because it was to be his first child,but we are trying again and it isnt happening like I thought it would.when I was younger I was a fertle mertle and now nothing!!! Lord help me I want a baby so bad I can taste it.I know you all are in the same boat I am in.

This month I had a very positive opk!! Soo we are waiting to see what happens.Hopefully we will get our bfp this month and see are dream.I am going to keep trying till the first of the year then I will see about going to a re.I am 32 and not getting any younger ya know .Just pray for me i will keep you all in mine as well.God bless and baby dust to everyone!!!!

Up date**** We are preggers are 10th month ttc I am co hopeing it sticks.I am scared because of last time but I have good feelings about it.I will know Friday what my Beta's are .I really hope they are high! God I really want this to happen Please please please!!!