I am so sorry to hear about your loss, but I am moved by how strong you are!! You will find that the women on this site are very comforting and in your time of need that will truly help you. Some of us have been pregnant, some are still ttc and others have children but want more so there is always a happy medium. My thoughts are with you and I am sure things will go your way just stay positive. Good luck on your final test :)
The beginning(Life after Tylan)
September 01, 2008
Well Today is the day when I think I will stop crying all day long. On Friday August 29,2008 I gave birth to a baby boy I named Tylan at only 15 weeks pregnant. Naturally he did not survive. But he is loved my his parents. I'm 25 years old. I've been with my boyfriend going on 7 years this November. A long journey it has been but I love him like day the we first met. Teenage lovers at heart.(wink) I miss my little wiggle worm wiggling in my tummy but we must be strong and move on. I am more than confident that my life will change from this day forward. I have been struggling with my new career as a cosmetologist because I've completed all the requirements but my school hasn't signed me up to take the final test to become licensed. It's fine because upon leaving the hospital Saturday evening I found a letter saying that I can test in 22 days. I feel great and like a change will come. I got pregnant first when I was 22 but u/s showed no baby. Then again in June 08 but sadly he was delivered too soon to make it. Now I am again stress free and I know this time next year my second child will enter the world and come home with his/her loving parents. I am going through a very difficult time now but I feel like after reading all theses stories I too can have success. Thank you all.
Ashmcc,
I am so sorry for your loss, if you read my journey it will tell you i also lost my darling son Alan at 19weeks, that happened 10 years ago it still breaks my heart when i think about him sometimes i can see his tiny little face when i close my eyes.
But please know in time it gets easier i am currently TTC i have had three miscarriages since Alan and waiting to do a hpt i am 4dpo and next week cant come soon enough.
you will make some wonderful friends on this site that will be here for you to answer any questions that you may have or be here to listen when you are having a hard day i will be here to answer anything you want to talk about anytime ok.
I am so sorry for your loss, if you read my journey it will tell you i also lost my darling son Alan at 19weeks, that happened 10 years ago it still breaks my heart when i think about him sometimes i can see his tiny little face when i close my eyes.
But please know in time it gets easier i am currently TTC i have had three miscarriages since Alan and waiting to do a hpt i am 4dpo and next week cant come soon enough.
you will make some wonderful friends on this site that will be here for you to answer any questions that you may have or be here to listen when you are having a hard day i will be here to answer anything you want to talk about anytime ok.
Ashmcc,
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks knowing how unfair and devasting this must be for you. As the other ladies on here already said, you are a very strong woman, and that you are not alone in the pregnancy loss/ trying to conceive/pregnancy journey.
Welcome to Fertility Ties, I hope you find this community/family helpful and encouraging while you go through the grieving process, and maybe in time the trying to conceive again process.
I wish you the best.
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks knowing how unfair and devasting this must be for you. As the other ladies on here already said, you are a very strong woman, and that you are not alone in the pregnancy loss/ trying to conceive/pregnancy journey.
Welcome to Fertility Ties, I hope you find this community/family helpful and encouraging while you go through the grieving process, and maybe in time the trying to conceive again process.
I wish you the best.
Thank you guys soo much. It is very difficult for me and my boyfriend. I never saw him really cry until he held our son. I know it will be ok in time and I am soo happy that you all shared your stories and comments with me. I am blessed to have found this site for support. I hope that in time my heart will heal and your tummys will grow.
Ashmcc,
Welcome to Fertility Ties! I am so sorry to hear of your loss! I can not even beging to imagine what you must be going through or feeling. You sound like such a strong positive woman and I have no doubts that your right and next year you will be bringing home another baby.. So glad you've decided to join us and we are all here for you whenever you need to talk, vent or ask questions! My heart goes out to you sweetie and good luck with school and the rest of your journey :)
Welcome to Fertility Ties! I am so sorry to hear of your loss! I can not even beging to imagine what you must be going through or feeling. You sound like such a strong positive woman and I have no doubts that your right and next year you will be bringing home another baby.. So glad you've decided to join us and we are all here for you whenever you need to talk, vent or ask questions! My heart goes out to you sweetie and good luck with school and the rest of your journey :)
Im so sorry for your loss. It is a very devestating time none the less. I my self have had 3 miscarriages so I know the pain that you feel. Welcome to fertility ties, it is a great place to be. You will be a wonderful mother give yourself time to heal and try again. Hopefully you will get some answers as to why you delivered so early. (((((((((((HUGS))))))))))) sweetie
Thanks sbf. I couldn't read about your journey page was blank. So what is your story? The doctor said that I delivered so early due to my incompetent cervix. What a horrible thing to call it but it was not caught in time. My little wiggle worm was as healthy as a full term baby. He was just a bit heavy and my poor old cervix is not up for the challenge. So next time I must get a cerclage at 13 weeks. A stitch around my cervix. And more than likely bed rest. I really want to hear your story sbf.
Ash....you are a very strong woman and I truly admire you and your positive outlook. I am very sorry for the loss of your baby boy and I hope you find peace knowing he is an angel looking down upon you now. I pray that you soon can heal from this and that when you're ready, you'll get a BFP and another beautiful baby! ((((hugs)))) Good luck on your test!
September 01, 2008