January 12, 2009
To everyone on this Site ... I thank you ALL deeply for being with me throughout my pains, happy times, discoveries and what is coming in the future (...) wonderful moments!!!
Yesterday made 1 yr since the lost of our baby girl. In life, it's very painful to think that someone could lose their child (no parent wants to bury their child); but when it happens to you, it feels like your whole life is taken away.
Throughout our lost, we’ve been able to learn about each other. Not only what we want but what we need from each other. DH and I want a child or children more than anything in this world. He wants quads, but we will settle on a beautiful healthy baby!!!
As some of you know, I’m very ill and sometimes that makes it hard for me to share my feelings; even with my family at times. When I married DH, I only knew him for 3 months, and yes that makes it harder on our marriage because we’re still in the process of getting to know each other. But even with tears of happiness and frustration, we get our acts together once we remember time limited of time we have together.
Allot happens in 2yrs... I’ve learned that I love myself, my family, I love my husband, I love and will never forget my daughter.
So now the second Journey begins ... Strength, Life & Beauty!!!!
This year we added an addition to the family ... Missy & Redz … yes they too are in the battle with us.
So now the doggie room is complete and now we are definitely ready to start with the nursery!!!
Yesterday made 1 yr since the lost of our baby girl. In life, it's very painful to think that someone could lose their child (no parent wants to bury their child); but when it happens to you, it feels like your whole life is taken away.
Throughout our lost, we’ve been able to learn about each other. Not only what we want but what we need from each other. DH and I want a child or children more than anything in this world. He wants quads, but we will settle on a beautiful healthy baby!!!
As some of you know, I’m very ill and sometimes that makes it hard for me to share my feelings; even with my family at times. When I married DH, I only knew him for 3 months, and yes that makes it harder on our marriage because we’re still in the process of getting to know each other. But even with tears of happiness and frustration, we get our acts together once we remember time limited of time we have together.
Allot happens in 2yrs... I’ve learned that I love myself, my family, I love my husband, I love and will never forget my daughter.
So now the second Journey begins ... Strength, Life & Beauty!!!!
This year we added an addition to the family ... Missy & Redz … yes they too are in the battle with us.
So now the doggie room is complete and now we are definitely ready to start with the nursery!!!
January 12, 2009