September 29, 2007
I am 23 years old.
I had never even heard about polycystic ovarian syndrome until the day I was told I had it.
All I can remember is crying because all I've ever wanted to be was a mommy! I am blessed with a daughter already but I was an only child and i've always known that I wanted my first child to have a sibling.
I waiting for almost 2 years to start trying after I had my daughter... I suppose I was afraid of what might or might not happen and I suppose... I still am.
We have been trying for about 3 months and I know that's not long but considering I was pregnant with my daughter in about 2 weeks it is a long time.
I let myself get frustrated and upset on a regular basis and I know it wont help my situation.
On November 20th I will be visting a fertility specialist for the first time, i've never been so scared and so excited about something in my life!
Until I was diagnosed with PCOS, I took motherhood and pregnancy for granted a lot! but now I cherish every moment with my daughter good or bad, happy or sad... even when she screams until I can't hear myself think sometimes I just smile and think about how lucky I am that I have a child.
My body craves another child and so does my heart but I know in my soul if I were never to have another baby I would still consider myself the luckiest women alive.
September 29, 2007
Just know one thing we our here for you and want your dreams to come true and they will this site is a wonderful resource of information and a great site for new friends of lovely women (and men) that will help you on your journey for another child and it will happen...god bless you Katie and just know that you have a group of friends on Fertility Ties that will help you and Dr. Q is a wonderful source of information that will help you also...much love to you Katie....and ****babydust*** to you....