September 29, 2007
I am 23 years old.
I had never even heard about polycystic ovarian syndrome until the day I was told I had it.
All I can remember is crying because all I've ever wanted to be was a mommy! I am blessed with a daughter already but I was an only child and i've always known that I wanted my first child to have a sibling.
I waiting for almost 2 years to start trying after I had my daughter... I suppose I was afraid of what might or might not happen and I suppose... I still am.
We have been trying for about 3 months and I know that's not long but considering I was pregnant with my daughter in about 2 weeks it is a long time.
I let myself get frustrated and upset on a regular basis and I know it wont help my situation.
On November 20th I will be visting a fertility specialist for the first time, i've never been so scared and so excited about something in my life!
Until I was diagnosed with PCOS, I took motherhood and pregnancy for granted a lot! but now I cherish every moment with my daughter good or bad, happy or sad... even when she screams until I can't hear myself think sometimes I just smile and think about how lucky I am that I have a child.
My body craves another child and so does my heart but I know in my soul if I were never to have another baby I would still consider myself the luckiest women alive.
I had never even heard about polycystic ovarian syndrome until the day I was told I had it.
All I can remember is crying because all I've ever wanted to be was a mommy! I am blessed with a daughter already but I was an only child and i've always known that I wanted my first child to have a sibling.
I waiting for almost 2 years to start trying after I had my daughter... I suppose I was afraid of what might or might not happen and I suppose... I still am.
We have been trying for about 3 months and I know that's not long but considering I was pregnant with my daughter in about 2 weeks it is a long time.
I let myself get frustrated and upset on a regular basis and I know it wont help my situation.
On November 20th I will be visting a fertility specialist for the first time, i've never been so scared and so excited about something in my life!
Until I was diagnosed with PCOS, I took motherhood and pregnancy for granted a lot! but now I cherish every moment with my daughter good or bad, happy or sad... even when she screams until I can't hear myself think sometimes I just smile and think about how lucky I am that I have a child.
My body craves another child and so does my heart but I know in my soul if I were never to have another baby I would still consider myself the luckiest women alive.
September 29, 2007
Baby dust to you as well!!