November 18, 2009
okkkkk if another person tell me they're pregnant im going to scream!!!! when is it my turn God???!!!
I work in a hospital and it seems like everytime i come into work somebody runs to me to tell me they're pregnant.......... I rejoice with them, but deep down inside I want to cry:( But im just going to keep praising the MOST HIGH!!!!!! I know God will never leave me are for sake me!!!!
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Blessed i just want to say keep the faith. I felt like that to the point i lost some of my faith and felt i was put on the side. I was married and was doing everything possible by the book. My next door neighbor on on side 16 pregnant hid her pregnancy for 6 months. the other neighbor 15 his 9 months of pregnancy. Neither lil girl had prenatals or check ups. those children came inthe world fine. at 4 in a hlf or 5 months i lost my son due to incompentent cervix. that was eight years ago and i was so angry with GOD and question everything. I because bitter for years. Destroying a lot of things in my life. Last year i started changing and i must say i had to really rebuild my faith. I hope i dont bring you down i am just trying to say keeping the faith helps. I realize God didnt forsake me. Hopefully sometime in jan i will have my son. And i make sure i thank God every morn. I hope i give you some Inspiration.
blessed - I know how you feel. in the 16 months Ive been trying to concieve a friend got preg straight away her baby shower was the worst day of my life. Then another friend was still not preg after a year I gave her the number of the fertility clinic I go to I was so happy someone would share this experience with me the next week she told me she was pregnant- I was shattered. Then my sister who is only 18 was trying for her SECOND child she was having trouble I told her about checking CM them bam!!! she was pregnant she is now 10weeks. My heart aches so much! BUT I know God knows my future and Im sure he is saying to me just wait your turn is just around the corner have faith have patience.......well right now Im hanging on to faith and I hate patience I think 16 months is enough patience. I tell you what I believe tho Blessed is that the longer we wait the more precious and amazing and special that BFP will be xoxo






November 18, 2009