Oh holy crap...

May 14, 2008

I O'ed last week... but due to my wanting to adhere to the doc's orders we werent actively trying this month so as to give the GIVF folks to do a karyotype workup on me. Well... today is about 10 days from O day and I'm cramping, and spotting.

We didnt even do the deed on O day... or the day before. I think the earliest we did some fun was 3 days before the O. I realize that sperm can live for about a week inside the tubes during that time but is my luck really that good!?

I'm actively freaking out here. Im terrified that I'll miscarry again. I'm terrified that all the stress will do me badly. I'm terrified that tomorrow when we see the doctor she'll tell me bad news and I'll feel worse. Can I pee on a stick and get a reliable result now? I dont believe so... I need encouragement, widsom, advice, comments... anything. Love you all!

May 14, 2008

Hi there,

If you ovulated last week then it really is too early to do a test. Dr. says the earliest to test should be 12dpo but some do get one at 9 or 10dpo, have you reached that time frame yet. Try to relax and do something calming so you don't stress out your body. Know we are thinking of you!!! *BABY DUST***

May 15, 2008

Weelll... the +OPK was last Sunday (for reference that would be the 4th of May). So I believe that would be like... 11dpo or something like that? I've kinda calmed down a bit from yesternight. But still scared that another catastrophe will happen.

I am about 85% sure I'm pregnant. I feel the same way as last time, only stronger. Im scared, for sure, but am trying to keep it in stride. If this is a happy little surprise baby I dont wanna piss him/her off before I actually get to take it through adolescence. ;)

May 15, 2008

Good luck Annie!! When will you test??

May 15, 2008

Annie- I hope that every thing works out for you. Sending loads of baby dust for if you aren't preggo yet...and loads of stickly glue in case you have yourself a bun in the oven already! Please keep us posted!

May 15, 2008

lots and lots of baby dust ur way Annie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

May 15, 2008

Try testing tomorrow then and I wish you the very best of luck!!!!

May 16, 2008

hi annie!!!!!!I understand what you are going through as I had a miscarriage 2 months ago and I'm back on the pill because I'm so afraid of it happen again.I really hope if you're pregnant that all works out for you

May 16, 2008

Well, i went ahead and tested today... I think i was psyching myself up for a phantom line, so nothing there. Regardless, though, I still feel like I am. Its sooo early to test. 6 days before my period? Meh, I have no faith in testing that early. I went ahead and did it today because I'm going to the red cross to donate blood. Ol well, if its meant to be its meant to be.

Doc prescribed me some progesterone suppliments so I'll take those if I am, and next time if I aint. It would just be such a surprise if I am.

May 16, 2008

when I test 6 days before my period came negative too,so I test again when my period was due and it was positive.Which progesterone the doc give to u?

May 16, 2008

Dunno... i havent filled the script yet as I dunno if I'm really pregnant or not. Should I use it anyway? Just in case?

May 18, 2008

the doc says it can help if you body don't produce enough progesterone,even if u don't need it won't affect your baby

May 18, 2008

My Dr. gave me progest. support too. She wanted me to start taking it now, even before knowing if I'm preggo or not. I think it might help in the very early stages so you may want to start or at least check with the dr. Did they tell you when to start? I'm taking Crinone 8%

May 19, 2008

Meh... I'm bleeding today. A cute little 2 days ahead of schedule. I've never had an early period. Ever. And this one is particularly kicking my ass. Back pain, and cramping on one side. Fun stuff.

May 19, 2008

she told me to start asd soon as I got a positive result not before,I guess every doctor is different

May 19, 2008

did u do the test again?If u r pregnant that bleeding could be normal,I had.I'm coming off the pill next month,last time I got pregnant I was wearing condom,but I think it split and we diidn't realize,I didn't plan the pregnancy but I was so happy and then I miscarriage u know the felling

May 19, 2008

Ok, so my bleeding has stopped. And my right side is cramping like woah... I'm about to declare vendetta against my body.

May 23, 2008

How r u annie?Have u done the test again?

May 23, 2008

Hey Annie, did u test?????

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May 24, 2008

Yes yes I tested... and then proceeded to continue bleeding. So my body is just screwing with me. Although, now my cylce is 27 instead of my perfect 28. I was proud of my 28. Stupid body.