June 21, 2009
So been trying TTC really hard for nearly 2 years now without any luck :0( Done load of blood tests now having a HSG (really scared) but i can take anything now and due my first IUI next cycle -
Hey sweetie, how have you been? Well I stopped taking the BC since I was getting horrible migraines. They were getting worse each day. I stopped the BC after 2 weeks. Then AF came on saturday so I called my doctor and made my day 3 u/s appointment and what do you know..the cyst is gone and I can not start my 2nd round of clomid!!!! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! I am so excited to be back in this baby makin' business! I also need to go and get myself some pineapple now too.
So I start my clomid on Wednesday, I am really hoping this round does the trick for me. When are you scheduled for your next IUI hun? I hope we are in our 2ww together :) that would be cool.
Well I hope all is well, take care sweetie. Talk to you soon
So I start my clomid on Wednesday, I am really hoping this round does the trick for me. When are you scheduled for your next IUI hun? I hope we are in our 2ww together :) that would be cool.
Well I hope all is well, take care sweetie. Talk to you soon
OMG thats fantastic i'm sooooooooooooooooo happy for you. I went for my ten day scan on monday but my follies hadn't really grown so much :o( loads of little ones so my fingers are crossed that they won't turn cyst on me or anything. I was a bit gutted on monday but they upped my shots and i took 100 on monday eve and another this eve and i've another scan in the morning so fingers crossed thats done the job. I'm hoping my iui is going to be on sunday so i'll be pineapple shopping too ha ha.
I hope your headaches are gone now hun there's nothing worse. I was at the christening on sunday (oh he was so cute) but i had the worse headache going on all day. I eventually had to give in about 7pm and go home but by the time i got home my world was spinning i headed for bed, puked my guts up (tmi) then passed out peacefully. I think it was migrane because my head has stayed sore all week i think its a side effect of the shots aghhhhhhhh
Oh i was asking my re bout bd'ing (lol) she said to start from about day 9 then every two days usually gets the job done....but then again i guess we're not that usuall lol x Happy bd'ing hun your only a couple of days behind me now ---- this could be our month
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I hope your headaches are gone now hun there's nothing worse. I was at the christening on sunday (oh he was so cute) but i had the worse headache going on all day. I eventually had to give in about 7pm and go home but by the time i got home my world was spinning i headed for bed, puked my guts up (tmi) then passed out peacefully. I think it was migrane because my head has stayed sore all week i think its a side effect of the shots aghhhhhhhh
Oh i was asking my re bout bd'ing (lol) she said to start from about day 9 then every two days usually gets the job done....but then again i guess we're not that usuall lol x Happy bd'ing hun your only a couple of days behind me now ---- this could be our month
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Awww hun I'm sorry about your follies. Please keep me posted on the scan. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you. It definitely sounds like you had a migraine :( YUCK, I'm glad you are feeling better though. Those are terrible. My headaches are gone now THANK GOD!
Started my clomid last night, so we'll see what happens. I am preparing myself for the hot flashes again too. HAHA They weren't bad but they were annoying, especially at night when I'd get them.
You and I are both on the hunt for the pineapple. I am not passing that up, hey like everyone says, it can't hurt right...only help you! I don't know what I'd do if I get my BFP this month. I will be freaking out with excitment! I will be screaming so loud LOL Glad I'm only a few days behind you. We can do this Nicky! Take care hun
SENDING YOU TONS OF BABY DUST! (((HUGS)))
GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR SCAN THIS MORNING!
Started my clomid last night, so we'll see what happens. I am preparing myself for the hot flashes again too. HAHA They weren't bad but they were annoying, especially at night when I'd get them.
You and I are both on the hunt for the pineapple. I am not passing that up, hey like everyone says, it can't hurt right...only help you! I don't know what I'd do if I get my BFP this month. I will be freaking out with excitment! I will be screaming so loud LOL Glad I'm only a few days behind you. We can do this Nicky! Take care hun
SENDING YOU TONS OF BABY DUST! (((HUGS)))
GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR SCAN THIS MORNING!
Holy Moly i had to run out and search the town for a pineapple this eve ha ha went for scan this morning and after a bit of poking around i got a 19 on my right side whooooooo hooooooooo ha ha my god when i seen it pop up on the screen i got so excited lol what would i ever be like if it was a baby i was seeing ha ha.
She told me ok your ready take your ovidrill now ha ha i left it at home aghhhhhhh last month i was carting it around all over the place then i got worried in case it was out of the fridge too long so this month i left it at home i figured they would just tell me like before when to take it. New motto.... always be prepared! It took me nearly 3 hours to get home because of traffic. Didn't even have time to think if it was going to hurt it was like shot and go and back in to the car and back to work... i'm so tired now .... had to do a days work in half a day and i've been on the go since 5am.
IUI is tomorrow at 2. I really didn't expect it to be that fast i though it would be sunday at least. I really am going to have to tell my boss if we have to do this again. She's so confused i honestly think she thinks that i am dying or something i keep telling her that i've hospital appointments or the chemist might be ringing me or my home doc ha ha I just don't think i'm ready to share it with her, especially since she's not that sympathetic with anyone.
OK i know this is jumping the gun but i worked out that if we were lucky enough this month then we'd be due on our wedding anniversary = how cool would that be :o) ok ok i know dreams dreams dreams...................
I'm praying that this could be the month for us Kristyn x x x I swear the whole world would hear me ha ha. Would your re not put you on just injectables ? i don't think there's half the side effects of the clomid, no hot flushes or anything and them needles don't even hurt a tiny bit (never thought i'd hear myself saying that lol
OMG just listening to the news there was a case about a couple who killed their 7 week old baby = serious head injuries and broken bones.... I have to ask myself how could anyone do that to a child, well anyone, let alone a child but more how is it that people like this are able to have children .... i bet they have no problems getting pregnant ! and yet there's people like us in the world who would do anything for a baby. It makes me so so mad and sad.... that poor little girl x if they didn't want her they could have given her to me, i would have looked after her and kept her safe. My DH thinks they should be steralised so they can never have children again...... sorry just had to have a vent cant believe it.
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She told me ok your ready take your ovidrill now ha ha i left it at home aghhhhhhh last month i was carting it around all over the place then i got worried in case it was out of the fridge too long so this month i left it at home i figured they would just tell me like before when to take it. New motto.... always be prepared! It took me nearly 3 hours to get home because of traffic. Didn't even have time to think if it was going to hurt it was like shot and go and back in to the car and back to work... i'm so tired now .... had to do a days work in half a day and i've been on the go since 5am.
IUI is tomorrow at 2. I really didn't expect it to be that fast i though it would be sunday at least. I really am going to have to tell my boss if we have to do this again. She's so confused i honestly think she thinks that i am dying or something i keep telling her that i've hospital appointments or the chemist might be ringing me or my home doc ha ha I just don't think i'm ready to share it with her, especially since she's not that sympathetic with anyone.
OK i know this is jumping the gun but i worked out that if we were lucky enough this month then we'd be due on our wedding anniversary = how cool would that be :o) ok ok i know dreams dreams dreams...................
I'm praying that this could be the month for us Kristyn x x x I swear the whole world would hear me ha ha. Would your re not put you on just injectables ? i don't think there's half the side effects of the clomid, no hot flushes or anything and them needles don't even hurt a tiny bit (never thought i'd hear myself saying that lol
OMG just listening to the news there was a case about a couple who killed their 7 week old baby = serious head injuries and broken bones.... I have to ask myself how could anyone do that to a child, well anyone, let alone a child but more how is it that people like this are able to have children .... i bet they have no problems getting pregnant ! and yet there's people like us in the world who would do anything for a baby. It makes me so so mad and sad.... that poor little girl x if they didn't want her they could have given her to me, i would have looked after her and kept her safe. My DH thinks they should be steralised so they can never have children again...... sorry just had to have a vent cant believe it.
((((((((BABY DUST))))))))))))))
Hey Kristyn well had iui today as planned. Went in feeling ever so positive i was feeling so sure that this is going to work this time. After iui whilst i'm lying there nurse comes in, she's so so lovely, she told us that RE (ya remember that horrible one i was telling you about) doesn't think that iui is going to be very successful for us... what ?? did i mention that we had already paid. Our nurse was mortified telling us this but she said that re felt that we should move on to ivf next ... hello i was lying there full of hopes and dreams :o( She told me not to worry that you just never know what might happen this time, but you remember my saying "it only takes 1 sperm" yeah well scrap that saying aparently it takes millions! yep millions!l firstly they can't travel alone, they need company! figure that fellas complain about us ladies going to the toilet in pairs! ha ha then a good few million will die along the way. Then when they get to egg they all have to attack the outer shell (so to speak)to cause a chemical reaction to allow one to penetrate. So apparently it takes millions!
I swear i could see my dh breaking in half. Its heartbreaking he's always the one thats so strong for me and is always there to pick me up when i'm down to see him so low is breaking my heart he's convinced that this is all his fault now, which its not ... he's going through our finances now seeing how we can come up with the money as quick as we can.
I told nurse that we'd want to give iui another chance if it does not work this time because i think it would be next year before we could afford ivf :o(
I'm not giving up hope yet though, if i'm anything at all i'm stubborn ha ha. I've eaten my pineapple (worth a try!) and on my way home i went to church and lit a candle and said a little prayer x
I can't believe this i'm so heartbroken as is dh. He's now going through all the people he knows especially his brother who drinks and smokes and doesn't really take care of himself and keeps having kids and asking how comes them? and he's right how come its them and not us? we're trying everything we can and they don't even have to try it feels so unfair sometimes.
I swear i could see my dh breaking in half. Its heartbreaking he's always the one thats so strong for me and is always there to pick me up when i'm down to see him so low is breaking my heart he's convinced that this is all his fault now, which its not ... he's going through our finances now seeing how we can come up with the money as quick as we can.
I told nurse that we'd want to give iui another chance if it does not work this time because i think it would be next year before we could afford ivf :o(
I'm not giving up hope yet though, if i'm anything at all i'm stubborn ha ha. I've eaten my pineapple (worth a try!) and on my way home i went to church and lit a candle and said a little prayer x
I can't believe this i'm so heartbroken as is dh. He's now going through all the people he knows especially his brother who drinks and smokes and doesn't really take care of himself and keeps having kids and asking how comes them? and he's right how come its them and not us? we're trying everything we can and they don't even have to try it feels so unfair sometimes.
OMG nicky, I'm so sorry hun! ((HUGS)) I wish I could make it happen for you. I know how you feel, especially seeing your DH upset. That's what happens with my DH every month this doesn't work.
I am glad to see you staying positive and trying the IUI another time and eating the pineapple. OMG I will scream for you if this is your miracle month...then you can go back into the dr. office and say GUESS WHAT! It worked. I am really keeping my fingers crossed for you hun! I hope this is it for you this round, and you don't have to go the IVF route.
This ttc journey is definitely not easy for anyone to go thru. And when we are the ones that are experiencing it. It makes it all that much harder than just hearing someone else you may know is having problems ttc. Then on top of that when you see all these people having kids, you sit and wonder why not me. My dh and I are like that. His niece is 18 and just had a baby. I think it broke his heart inside because I know how bad he wants to be a dad.
Well sweetie, maybe if we both stay positive and eat our pineapple this will work for us. :)
My next Dr. appt is 8/27 (next thursday) I go for an u/s to check my follies....they better be growing!!!!!
Take care hun, and if you need to vent, then pleaes do, I am always here to listen. :)
I am glad to see you staying positive and trying the IUI another time and eating the pineapple. OMG I will scream for you if this is your miracle month...then you can go back into the dr. office and say GUESS WHAT! It worked. I am really keeping my fingers crossed for you hun! I hope this is it for you this round, and you don't have to go the IVF route.
This ttc journey is definitely not easy for anyone to go thru. And when we are the ones that are experiencing it. It makes it all that much harder than just hearing someone else you may know is having problems ttc. Then on top of that when you see all these people having kids, you sit and wonder why not me. My dh and I are like that. His niece is 18 and just had a baby. I think it broke his heart inside because I know how bad he wants to be a dad.
Well sweetie, maybe if we both stay positive and eat our pineapple this will work for us. :)
My next Dr. appt is 8/27 (next thursday) I go for an u/s to check my follies....they better be growing!!!!!
Take care hun, and if you need to vent, then pleaes do, I am always here to listen. :)
Thanks hun x i swear it really does help to have someone to chat to, just to put what your feeling down in writing it just seems to help.
I'm feeling as sick as a dog, i think its the trigger shot that makes me feel sick :o(
I'm staying postive, you just never know, mircles do happen sometimes. Fingers crossed that this will be the month for both of us x think about them follies growing babe....... a couple of nice big ones would be good. x
Tell you dh to hang on in there, im sure that like us there's a perfect baby waiting in the wings for us somewhere and i know that the both of you will make an amazing mummy and daddy some time very soon. x x x
I'm feeling as sick as a dog, i think its the trigger shot that makes me feel sick :o(
I'm staying postive, you just never know, mircles do happen sometimes. Fingers crossed that this will be the month for both of us x think about them follies growing babe....... a couple of nice big ones would be good. x
Tell you dh to hang on in there, im sure that like us there's a perfect baby waiting in the wings for us somewhere and i know that the both of you will make an amazing mummy and daddy some time very soon. x x x
I posted this on another thread too but i thought i'd give you a giggle. Its ok to because i can laugh about it too but i was so shamed guess what happened to me? After church i was running to the car, it was really really lashing down with rain and then bang!!! arse over tit, flat on my face, spread out in the middle of the road! OMG!!
Thank god most people had gone. I was dripping wet, banged my head, banged my bb's, ripped my jeans, grazed both my knees, sprained both wrists and my hands are all grazed too...!!! I don't think i'm having a good week am i!!
I had to come home and shower i was that wet, but now i'm on the couch in my fluffy socks and sweats..... ah comfort.... thank god for small mercys ha ha lol ...
Honestly i am laughing now but i burst out in tears when it happened. DH said he's going to trade me in for a less clumsy model lol.... You should have seen the state of me.... i said babe look at me i'm a mess.... yeah he goes but your my mess... lol
Thank god most people had gone. I was dripping wet, banged my head, banged my bb's, ripped my jeans, grazed both my knees, sprained both wrists and my hands are all grazed too...!!! I don't think i'm having a good week am i!!
I had to come home and shower i was that wet, but now i'm on the couch in my fluffy socks and sweats..... ah comfort.... thank god for small mercys ha ha lol ...
Honestly i am laughing now but i burst out in tears when it happened. DH said he's going to trade me in for a less clumsy model lol.... You should have seen the state of me.... i said babe look at me i'm a mess.... yeah he goes but your my mess... lol
Hey Nicky - Sorry I haven't been on in a few days. I haven't been feeling the greatest. I think I'm getting a cold, and on top of the work has been extremely crazy!!!
I just wanted to say, you are so sweet! Your previous comment about me and DH being an amazing mommy and daddy. Thank you! I hope so :)
So how are you doing this round. Anything new? I go for my day 13 u/s on thursday. I'm hoping my body responds the same way as it did last cycle with the clomid. I just want to be able to get that trigger shot!!! Then shortly after it will be onto eating my pineapple :) I swear if I get a BFP this time around I don't even know what I'd do. Yeah I'll scream but I will be so happy.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you too babe! I HOPE THIS IS THE MONTH FOR BOTH OF US!...
By the way, how are you feeling after your fall :( are you feeling better. I have done something like that before and its not fun. But is funny later on when you go back and think about it.
Take care sweetie, I hope you are doing well.
I just wanted to say, you are so sweet! Your previous comment about me and DH being an amazing mommy and daddy. Thank you! I hope so :)
So how are you doing this round. Anything new? I go for my day 13 u/s on thursday. I'm hoping my body responds the same way as it did last cycle with the clomid. I just want to be able to get that trigger shot!!! Then shortly after it will be onto eating my pineapple :) I swear if I get a BFP this time around I don't even know what I'd do. Yeah I'll scream but I will be so happy.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you too babe! I HOPE THIS IS THE MONTH FOR BOTH OF US!...
By the way, how are you feeling after your fall :( are you feeling better. I have done something like that before and its not fun. But is funny later on when you go back and think about it.
Take care sweetie, I hope you are doing well.
August 14, 2009
I am keeping my fingers crossed for you sweetie!!! I pray we both get to scream our BFP's!!!
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Take care sweetie.