February 12, 2009
Where to begin.....I got married really young and had my first daughter at 22 without planning of course. Almost 3 years later, daughter number #2 came along. We only tried for 2 months to get pregnant with her. I was a stay at home mom and loved every minute of it. Of course, the marriage was something that needed to be changed. After almost 9 years, we divorced and it was clearly the best for everyone. I re-married in Aug. of 2007 and have never been happier. I have the most amazing husband and step-father to my 2 beautiful daughters. My DH has no children of his own. Right after we got married we threw away the bcp and began trying. It's been about 16 months and we've had no success. I'm almost 35 and DH is 28. He's checked out fine, good for his manhood! I want nothing more than to have a child with him and complete our family. Everyone around us either pregnant or just had a baby. It makes it tough mentally. He's been fantastic about it all and says that he'll be perfectly fine no matter what happens. Me, well I don't know if I'll be perfectly fine. We have our first appt on 2/18 with the RE and I have to say, I'm very excited about it. I'm now ready both mentally and physically to meet this "infertility" b*tch head on and do whatever it takes. I absolutely love this site and can't thank all of you enough for the kind words and support. You have kept me sane and helped me through bad days. I appreciate everyone of you and wish you all baby dust. 2009 is going to be my year, I will be pregnant! And I hope all of you will also.