June 25, 2008
Well, we have been TTC for 10 months now. We went to the doc in April and all of my tests have come back fine but we found out DH has low morphology but counts and motility are great. My GYN does not think that the morphology will be an issue becuase of the high counts and and motility. I am trying to trust him but at the same time I keep reading of people whose morphology was much higher than my DH's who had to go through IVF and IUI to get preggo and I get discouraged.
We have decided to actively try for one more month and if nothing happens we are going causal for the next 4-5 months and we will pick back up with actively trying again after the first of the year if nothing happens by then. No more OPKs, no charts, no monitors, nothing...(except for preseed or veggie oil, gotta love the way that feels!) We are just emotionally and mentally tired and my hubby made the comment last night that he wants his wife back. I couldn't help but feel bad...he says I haven't been the same for 10 months. We are not going to prevent it by any means were just not going to worry about it..we have my SIL graduation cruise coming up next May and if I were to get preggo anytime between August-November I won't be able to go due to cruiseline rules about being too far along.
So it gives me a great reason to just relax over the next few months and let whatever happens, happen. I am so glad I found this site, I have made some great friends and all you ladies are wonderful to talk to and give great encouragement! = )
June 25, 2008
I know what you mean about the DH's comment. Even though mine has not said anything- I can feel that I am different w/the stress of TTC & know that he is feeling the same :( Sometimes I wonder if when I do get preggo it will be relief we feel instead of the joy that it should bring!
Hopefully you will get your BFP when you least expect it!!