My First IVF, Feb 2010!

Madeup ~ Good luck with the ET, sending you a ton of super duper sticky glue to make those embies stick nice and strong...For my froozen cycle I'll be taking the Estradiol from cd1 right thru to either a bfn or till Im 3months preg. Its ment to help with the lining plus they said its helpful with implantation somehow.

Chick ~ sounds like you probly did have cysts but woohoo for the follies you do have, hopefully you will have your ER in the next few days. Try not to stress about it everyones experience with it is different Im sure yours will go perfectly...Im doing ok just ben busy looking for houses (our landlord is selling the house we rent so we need to find a new rental) and trying to think of nothing but positive thoughts towards the FET.

Babyburns ~ woohoo for your embies still going strong thats awesome. Sounds like you've got some real little strong bubbas there...My ohss got worse after ET because I got preggers from the cycle and pregnancy can make ohss whose because of all the added hormones runing thru your system. You sound exactly like I did with saying you feel like crap and are unsure if you'd go thru this again. Thats why I was so hesitante of doing a FET but once they told me that I wouldnt be stimmed and there was no injections involved then thats whn I said what the hell lets get this show on the road lol

Not sure if any of you are interested but this is my embie at 5 day transfer. This embie went on to be the baby I m/c on 8th Jan 2010

Nicmon ~ has af arrived yet? how are you sweety?

OMG Flutter what a wonderful picture..... its amazing to think that tiny thing holds the ingredients for life x

Thanx chick ☺ yep its incredible to think that was my little angel. I have a frame on my desk thats says "My Angel: Hugs and kisses, a wonderful blessing, Twinkle twinkle little star, joy, Do you know how loved you are?, I'll Love you FOREVER, Special place in our Hearts" and I have that pic of the embie aka my angel and a pic of the +hpt we got from the cycle. It hurts to lok at it and think that that little embie was my baby that I lost but at the same time it gives hope that if life can start of from something so tiny then one day its also possible that that little life will make it to term and become my baby I hold in my arms. I love and miss all 9 of my angels but this one has a special place in my heart because of this pic plus because we saw it on u/s with the ET plus at the hospital the day I got told I was preggers. You build a conection with those embies from day one with ivf and you become so protective of them. Any way Im blubering on sorry

Don't worry you can never bluber on too much here x I can't believe that you've got 9 tiny angels x I'm sure that they are with you all the time x your so brave you must have so much courage.

I'm glad your going ahead with the new schedule x i pray this this time things will be different for you x For us all x

Thanx Chick sometimes I jst think ppl must get sick of hearing or in this case reading about my struggles etc. Its nice to feel so welcomed on this thread and be able to be so open.....ppl say alll the time I must be brave and have so much courage but I really dont feel like that. I just feel like Im doing the best I can with what life has dealt me.

Hi

Flutter that's a beautiful picture and I agree with Chick 100% - you can never blubber to much and its your story to tell - tell it. You never how your testimony touches someone else - helps someone else :)

Chick how did your trigger shot go this evening? Are you sore?

How are you all doing?

I'm doing alright - I spoke to my nurse this morning to let her know that AF apparently went on vacation so I'm waiting patiently for her to return.

Thinking and praying for you all!

Have a great night!

Hi Nicmon....I really hope that some how my story does help someone else. ☺☺☺☺

Oh no still no af that sucks. Cant they put you on provera or anything like that to bring it on. Im not sure if that would cause my cysts or anything. I know with the low grade OHSS they said that Im on a really low does so as not to stir my overies and hormones too much. So maybe they could send af a memo and tell her hols are over and its time to get back to wrk....

((((hugz))))

Thanks for the hugs flutter - right back at you. I'm going to hold out for a little bit - since I was on BCP and Lupron for a little bit before everything was stopped I think my system just needs some time - so I'm going to wait for now and sees what happens.

Babyburns that's great about the 12 pounds (forgot to mention that earlier)

Chick I write fiction - I've been writing since I was in the 4th grade. My dream is to be published one day - I am always writing here and there about what I've been going through - just waiting for that happy ending. It does help with stress to write and let my mind take a break from everything once in a while.

Well off to bed - sweet dreams ladies!

Trigger shot went ok last nite it was at 11 so i just went to sleep after, today i'm taking it easy and drinking my 2 litres of water - no injections today yipee - i didn't sleep that well though i just kept waking up saying please God let this happen and when i did sleep i was dreaming that someone was chasing me for my blood lol....!