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September 04, 2008

Ok. So today is day 6 after my miscarriage. I am still bleeding very light now. So I'm guessing in just a few days it will be less. I went out today and bought a few OPK's first time using them. First time ttc. This time I pray my pregnancy has a better outcome. I want a baby now really badly. When I was being checked dilating my doc said everything was healthy and I should not have troubles conceiving again. Although at the time I was 15 weeks pregnant, and nearly 7 years of unprotected sex with only 1 other pregnancy a chemical. N E Who, Hopefully something in the next 2 weeks after bleed is gone I will baby dance the nights away and hope for the best. I am also trying to keep stress down so fingers crossed ladies. I'll keep ya posted.

September 04, 2008

It is hard to keep the stress level down. Let me tell you. You just have to keep busy with something, anything. I hope for the best with you.

September 04, 2008

Baby dust and will keep u in my prayers!!! I am sorry to hear about ur troubles dear!!!!





September 04, 2008

I know. I stress alot about my little wiggle worm. I miss him wiggling. OMG let's hope I can stay busy. Baby Dust

September 05, 2008

Well Guys I have decided to take a break from FT. It makes me want a baby so badly and I need to do other things to help me not think about it so much. Stress is very high and I need it down low. Wish me luck and BABY DUST to us all. Hoping to come back to some BFP's and one of my own.

September 16, 2008

I found out I was pregnant from a tarot reading. Pretty conry isn't it. but to date it hasn't given me a false reading. this is my last reading. I hope it comes true.

The Empress is a card that signifies reassurance and love

reflecting the maternal aspects of the card. When she

appears in your reading, The Empress may signify your

desire to be a mother or the possibility of you being one

(if you’re female!), or the desire for the kind of love a

mother gives and receives.

She is a good omen if you are considering starting a family

or having more children. She can also signify the need to

focus on your role as a mother or your relationship with

your own mother or mother figure.

We all like to be loved and cared for and The Empress

signifies the comforting feeling and reward one receives

for loving and caring for those that are dear to you. As

an outcome, she is a sign that abundance and well-being is

on its way and that everything will turn out alright for

you.

Wherever she appears in a reading, think of the kindly

encouragement or loving support a mother gives to her

child, and know that someone in your life is there for

you. This may not always be your mother; it could be

another female relative, friend or even associate who will

show her love and compassion when you most need it.

The Empress also represents creativity and art, so when she

appears in a reading she can also be a good omen for you to

encourage any creative or artistic talents you have as this

may lead to future material and financial abundance.

She is the smiling face of encouragement and the warm

embrace of comfort, so whatever you may be considering when

The Empress appears, take it that you will receive the

support and help you require.

If The Empress appears in a reading surrounded by negative

cards, it may be that a female in your life is behaving in

an overbearing manner and it is important that you do not

allow her to bully you.

The Empress is multi-dimensional. She can represent your

desires and needs as a woman, she can represent other women

in your life or she can simply represent birth and

creativity. So when the card appears in a reading, take the

surrounding cards into account and also try to understand

it in relation to the particular question you have asked.

September 16, 2008

The Reading the day I loss my son.

There’s no getting around this one, The Tower is not a

welcome card in a reading yet, at the same time, it does

not warrant feelings of panic or fear. The card can often

indicate an event or period of time that could be

challenging and difficult but, as is so often the case, one

disaster can often lead to a new victory.

For example, an unexpected request for divorce from a

spouse could be devastating, yet I know of people where

such an experience led to them achieving more than they

ever dreamed of because they pursued a different path as a

result. Often, such an incident creates the freedom and

space for a new and greater love to walk into your life.

Many people have experienced bankruptcy, lost their homes

and material possessions only to change tactics and create

great wealth and success. The clearing away of the old

often makes way for the new.

The life lessons we learn from the turbulence indicated by

The Tower help us to rethink and to approach our lives with

a newfound wisdom so that we don’t make the same mistakes

again.

So, if The Tower appears in your reading, then there may be

something in your life that will challenge you or has

challenged you, and it will be up to you how you choose to

get over it and learn from the experience.

Sometimes The Tower may represent you as the person causing

the disruption. Perhaps you need to make choices or

decisions that are important to you but could cause

material or emotional loss. In such a situation, only you

can know whether you are prepared to pay the price.

The Tower can also serve as a warning that a certain choice

or decision could lead to disaster, such as, if you are

considering an extra-marital affair, leaving your job

without a new one to step into, that kind of thing.

Take heed when this card comes up, but don’t panic or get

anxious. Consider your options and choices wisely and if

you can avoid such chaos, great! If chaos is forced upon

you, trust that however challenging it may be, you can find

a way to move forward with your life.

Love and Joy,

Alison

P.S. If the Tower describes your current life events, you're

probably feeling really lousy right now. You may have no

idea which way to turn and just feel that your life is

falling apart.

It's at times like this, that I find the Tarot most

beneficial.

Gaining some insight into your circumstances really helps

to give you hope that there's light at the end of the

tunnel, and that you'll reach it sooner of later.

September 18, 2008

positive OPK yesterday! o i guess 2 ww! baby dust!

September 20, 2008

yay!!! This is it for you I can feel it!!!

September 20, 2008

Thanks hun. I need it. I'm also worried now...

September 26, 2008

Why worried!? Stop worrying so much girl it causes you stress and it doesn't help with ttc or having a healthy baby girl or boy!!! I know its hard just pray and talk to me! I am always here for you no matter what!!!

September 26, 2008

aww thanks hun. I meant that the bleeding a week after bleeding stopped had me worried. I'm fine now. It was my cervix that caused the bleeding.But I'm pretty sure I'm not pregnant. So how are you? What have you been up to? How's the baby dust working for you?

September 26, 2008

I am ok I guess and I had a.f. this month like it was regular like when i had regular ones b4 and i feel like im about to O so maybe this will be my month without meds and stuff. I hope you are prego! Lots of baby dust and sticky glue to you!!! Best wishes to you and the dh! I am calling it a night leave me one I will get back to you. I am exhausted and depressed and stuff so going to get me some rest.

September 26, 2008

Hey hun. I hope you do o this month. You seem like you have been away for a while. I hope you aren't stressed out too much. I don't think I'm prego but I have a few buddies on here one got a BFP today and the other is testing monday. I will test tuesday cause I still have a test but I know its a bfn. Good luck hun. I hope you feel better and rest as much as u can. Baby Dust Britaney!!!

September 26, 2008

me too!! LOL! my internet is cut off right now so it takes me time to get where i can get to a computer with internet access to talk to you all i am sorry i am working on getting it back on now! so maybe soon!!!

September 27, 2008

I will girl and so will you!!! LOL!

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