just my story

I have two son's from two jerks and my Boyfriend has a daughter from his Ex, but this baby were ttc would be our first together :), and were really wanting this, I moved home to help out my mom and dad as my dad is sick and I run a day care on the side, getting preggo is kinda easy for me its just getting one to stick, My bday is in feb, so just after my 18 bday in march i m/c with out even know i was preggo, tell the dr told me that is what was happing :( then about 7 months later i got preggo again and i had to abor due to the type of schooling i was doing, i did not know i was preggo tell it was to late, if i had i would of taken better care of me and baby, i was told that the baby would not have made 20 week in me and i saw 3 diffrent Dr one told me the baby heart was really messed up, i also had super low iron so if i did wait it out i would of lost way to much blood :( so i did what i thought was best for me and baby, still hurts to this day :( 6 months later i got prggo with my first son , at first thing were great bu at about 26 i went in to pre term labor and then stoped it then again at 28 weeks i went in to pre term labor they did stop it but my cervix had open to 2cm and my water sack tore just a little and bad thing was i had low water to start, so that did not help but after that they found out the plcenta was not working great and it was tearing off the wall :( so i was on bed rest tell i was 36 week, funny thing is , is that after all that i went to 40 weeks and then my water sack tore a big leek and then it still took them 2 more days of med to get my son out, so came out 10lbs 1 oz 23 inchs long and was just fine, i ended up getting i think it was 2 or 3 units of blood, over the next 3 years i M/C about 5 or 6 times due to my uterus being scard from the plcenta tearing off and haveing to abort my other one :( then after 3 year of loseing them i got preggo with son # 2 and everything went great, but i'v been single for the last 3 years up untell the boyfring and i came together, so at first we were not trying but now we are :) his daughter and my younger son are almost 3 so were trying for JUST ONE of are own and then were done, as much as i would love more kids i'm happy with what i got, i'm getting my tubes tied and then my best friend cant have carie her own baby, so i'm going to do it for her, she is just like my sister and i want her to be happy, it well be her egg and her boyfriend sperm i'm just the host for 9 months :)so ya that my story