October 17, 2008
My RE says this is the last cycle for that before we have a counseling session to discuss other options.
Oh please let round 3 be the charm !!!
I requested my RE increase the dose from 100mg to 150 to see if that will help any. I am an early O'er so I am always seen on day 9 and trigger. Last IUI was on day 10 and the 1st IUI was done on Day 11 so I asked them to reevaluate that too since this is the last Clomid IUI cycle they will allow me to do.
After 3 years and 5 miscarriages something has to work soon doesnt it?? I am starting to panic. My 37th birthday is on November 29th so all I hear is the constant ticking, Its making me crazy.
DH was devastated this time when we got the BFN. He was so sweet yesterday and suggested maybe we take a break and give my body a rest but I told him with my age I dont have that luxury. He is only 32....and a guy so he doesnt understand the time thing although he is quickly becoming an expert on this whole fertility thing.......


December 29, 2008
So we went for our consult today and the doctor said that many possibilities are possible right now.
1) The HPT was + but was an early PG that didnt implant properly
2) The HPT was + due to Chemical Pregnancy
3) The HPT was + by picking up OVULATION---Yes thats what he said!!
We had more BW done today but it was too late to get results back today so we wont have any more info til sometime tomorrow.
He said if the levels are the same then we would wait 1 more week do more BW and then if not induce a period and go from there.
I still have all the same symptoms and believe with all I have that I am PG and it will hold...
In fact we havent said anything to anyone and DH's grandmother called this morning talking baby talk and asking questions and then just a few minutes ago the other grandmom & grandpop called and said they were setting up an account for whatever lil girl or boy we have...How would they all have those thoughts when we have said nothing????
Anyway, i will let you all know when I get the call where we are. I wont be on much this week because DH is working mostly from the Home office this week instead of onsite at the client facilities.
Thank you for all your love and support!! I hope to catch up on all of you very soon and see what is going on with all my virtual friends...
Have a blessed and fruitful New Year!!