HELP.....I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP RIGHT NOW!

oh caren, im so sorry you feel this way. i know how you feel. i tried for a year, had a m/c, went through fertility treatments, and nothing. after i had the m/c i felt like that was it for me, i was so done and emotionally checked out. if it were not for my son, i dont know what i would have done. we are all here for you. you can send me a message anytime you want to talk. where are you now in your cycle? hang in there.

Chrissy

Oh sweet Caren,,, I am so sorry hun,,, did u take a hpt? I so hope that spotting isn't nasty old AF!!!

I know nothing I can say will make it all better,, just know I am here for you

(((hugs)))

so much thanks chrissy and casey well af is not due on untill friday monday evening i had bright red blood it was weired because i had no feeling of af and thats a strange way for it to start normally starts light or pink or brown and it was pretty early next day it totally went away by wednesday i was back to clear CM well tomm is friday and am cramping up so i think af is here it looking that way...am wondering what the heck was that blood monday night?....am just so lost am just waiting to burst into tears but there are too much folks around right now!

chick

caren dnt give up babe x x

always here

cynthia...

oh caren dnt give up, keep praying God knows when the perfect time for u is. ;)

dll77

Caren,

Don't give up, your absolutely right this is a long hard journey, but in the end when it finally does happen it will be all worth it. If you need to take the break then take the break, but don't go back on the birth control. And Cynthia's comment is correct it is all in God's timing, and if jus the human flesh that doesn't want to be patient, he is a higher plan and knows what is best for all of us.......and it is totally okay to be sad and break down, you are entitled to feel sad. Just hang in.....

Keller0422

Aww Caren,

Dont give up hun! It couldve been implantation! Especially since AF isnt due till today! I know it's a long and hard journey... emotionally, physically and mentally but it will happen for you! I felt the exact same way as you, and the month I told my husband I needed a break I ended up being pregnant. So just hang in there sweetie it will happen! It's not a matter of if, it's just a metter of when! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers sweetie! Sending you big hugs :)

RaeH219

This TTC thing is like a rollercoaster ride sometimes? Hang in there Caren. I'm feeling a lot of the same things you are. Especially feel like I am being hard on my family and friends lately and of course DH gets the brunt of it. I feel angry alot and can't understand why things aren't working out when we are trying soooo hard. Keep your head up, maybe backing off a little is what we need for it to happen. Perhaps we are trying too hard? Good Luck to you.

I broke down and started to cry yesterday when dh came to pick me up from work i just wanted to cry so load, i really could not help it, that was jus all bottled up, he kept asking me whats wrong i kept saying nothing,he was so patient, so caring so wanting to know whats wrong with his sweetie but i kept pushing him away finally we got home i just wanted to take a pill and go sleep well we had a nice talk and i told him how i felt and he reassured me that all will be fine so am feeling much better now, i think tho i will approach things differently now u kno kina relax more and not put so much excitement into things, this weekend am going to do my hair my toes and my hands am going to a party and enjoy myself.....well af is here so i cant hanky panky...hope she leaves soon. Thanks ladies for hearing me out i love you all so much.

question?

does clomid assist with only ovulating? how long the meds take to decrease out of one's body?

does the fertilized egg attached itselt to the side that u ovulate on could be left or right or it attached anywhere in the uterus?

casey

hi caren.

clomid is used to induce ovulation or create multiple follicles each cycle. it only works on the cycle it is taken.

the fertilized egg can implant anywhere in the uterus, does not matter which side the egg popped out on. my egg came from the left and the baby seems to be right in the middle of my uterus.

RaeH219

July 06, 2008

AF came along on Friday for me too Caren. On to a new cycle....maybe it'll be a good one!!

hi Rae so we on the same cycle so we can be cycle buddies. lets see how this one goes, for me am not taking on the stress of thinking to much about it.

What I have learnt.

Honeslty i have learnt so much about TTC, once i thaught you would just have sex and get pregnant, but i have learnt so much, am really surprised myself...however ladies am taking a different approach i think i need to try and relax and dont get so worked up into things, i guess my mental state is important as well, am gonna relax and take it slow and let things happen am still gonna do opk but try and have a more open mind not closed to just getting BFP but i think where the stress comes in is where your feeling preg symptoms and u start getting worked up....start reading every sign and symptoms....am gonna start reading again am book lover, am gonna get some great books and start reading so that should help in realaxing me a bit

one more thing clomid works for me i do ovulate but it helps me to boost ovulation, but am extreamly moody and depress in the 2WW anything i do to help me with this?

wannabe...

Hi Caren. I just wanted to let you know that I'm here for you anytime. I feel your pain. TTC is honestly the hardest thing I've had to do so far. Hang in there hun... things will get better even though it doesn't seem like it.

chelsha...

i started taking 10mg of lexapro everyday about 4 months ago cuz i was depressed and anxious all the time. I wasnt very nice to be around at all. They have helped a lot caren! Or if you dont want to take a presription you can take high doses of Vit B to help with sadness! Its a mood booster :)

great! you girls are the best! when am depress Dh feels the blunt of it and i hate that.

wannabe...

When I'm depressed, DH gets most of it too. I feel bad, but these wacky hormones make it impossible to control I think! Poor guy.

Anyway, I would talk to your doctor about something safe to take if you do get pregnant, but that will help you with your depression, even if it's just temporary.

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Caryn