August 29, 2009

Ok so my husband and I have been trying for a baby now a year next month!! Still nothing. My doctor wants us to hit the one year mark before we start doing a bunch of tests (i am currently looking for a new doctor cause I don't agree with this one EVER). So We have just been trying and trying. I don't do the ovulation predictors because my husband thinks they are silly he keeps saying "it will happen when its supposta happy" ok but I want it to happen NOW!!!! All my friends (ones WITH kids) keep telling me not to think about it cause its just stressing me out and then that makes it worse!!! OK so what am I supposta do???? I'm not supposta worry about it, but its the only thing I think about! I don't know what to do and I think I might be losing my mind! This would be my first child but my husbands 3rd, so if there is something wrong more than likely its with me. I just don't have anyone that understands because ALL of my friends have children and had NO trouble getting them, and my husband already has kids and thinks it will happen eventually. I need some advice on how to not go insane with all of these people telling me to "just relax" and how everyone else copes with the disappoinment every month when you get the BFN!!!!

Thanks....Alesha

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