October 15, 2009
It all started in 1999.
I had a pregnancy, but never had a baby. My ex husband didn't want the baby. I still blame him for that decision.We got married and I tried secretly for 4 years with no result. Divorced, because husband still didn't want to have a baby. I left him for a guy who is the father of my 5 week old embryo. We wanted to have a baby since we were together. We have been trying for 5 years. First we started naturally. Nothing. We have gone to my OB to seek help. He put me on Clomid, after so many tests. # months later we are still not pregnant. I was sure it will happen because of my previous pregnancy. NOPE. Finally we've gone forward with IUI.Then clomid and IUI. Still nothing.
Saved money, we were determent to have a baby, so we did IVF. Insurance doesn't cover any expence so it was all out of pocket. First round, we got cancelled due to my follicles not responding so good, convert into IUI. Needles to say it didn't happen. Second time around I kind of given up hope, but went with the flow. I only had 6 eggs taken out and ONLY 2 fertilized with the help of ICSI.I was devastated. 15K spent and the result is only 2 fertilized egg. I cried and cried, but you only need one right? I could not hear that enough. A week after my 3 day of egg transfer I took a test and it was the faintest line I've ever seen, but it was there. I think a I spent and additional $3-400 on HPTs. I just wanted to see the line getting darker. My RE didn't want to test me for an other week, so I tested myself:)
ON OCTOBER 12 2009 I HAD A POSITIVE BETA 573. YES WE ARE OFFICALLY PREGNANT.
There is my story to the girls who are still trying. NEVER give up, there is always hope.
If it was not for these wonderful ladies here on this board I would have gone crazy during this process.
I wish everybody GL. It can happen like it happened to us:)






October 15, 2009