Feeling Good & Grateful

I've been married for a year and 17 days to be exact. My hubby and I are looking forward for endless years of growing old together, happy and contented.

Having a family is a unique blessing, you feel more complete when you have kids around you. What else could we ask for?

Ever since I was a teen, there was already a soft feeling inside that I adore children very much.

Now that am married, we want to have our own kids and I would say that I a more complete. During our first year, I started doing lab test together with my hubby. I would like to share with you the results.

- I have retroverted uterus

- Both fallopian tubes were ok, though there was a delay flow on my left side.

- I have small follicles both my ovaries but my doctor hasn't confirmed yet if I have endometriosis or benign cyst. Hope not.

- Thyroid & Goiter results were in normal range

- Hubbys was normal too

I just finished my 5 day CLOMID treatment yesterday. And a follow up check up will be done on cd14. Keeping high hopes for BFP.

Having all these test and treatments, i sometimes ask myself "WHY" "What is wrong with me?"

I have a colleague in the office who got married only this October and after a month she got her bfp. I was really really envious at the same time happy for her. How come others can conceieve easily while my case is really tough?

I told my hubby the news and am really thankful that he was very supportive and patient enough to understand my feelings.

My hubby is my comfort zone for sure but i couldn't hide the fact that something is missing, something is wrong. I got all the results i needed, i have a good doctor but I needed more info to appease my frustrations with all the things I've been through physically, mentally and emotionally.

So i started browsing the net and found this site. At first glance, i had a feeling that this site will do me good.

While checking the thread of discussions and Q&A, i can feel that women of diff age, race, nationality unites and really support each other in every way, showing love and concern.

While at work, I quickly signed-in, checked all the much needed infos.

I got two discussions at first and i am so thankful for the shared ideas and experiences of each member.

May it be those trying to concieve, got problems, those got normal deliveries, normal babies, on the way, our doctors on-line etc... its like 'WOW, we are family here, supporting each other with lots of love.'

Now i don't feel stressed out, i tend not to ask myself WHY, i feel fresh and looking always on the brighter side.

Each of us have gone thru a lot, good and bad times. We shouldn't think that we're left alone with our problems.

This site is not just about asking remedy or cure, its also gaining true friends.

We are all here to support and will continue to share own life experiences.

With Lots of love.. Cheers!