Beetle's Journey about trying to concieve a baby.

Hi All daniel Just had a visit from his pediatric physio for the first time and he was actually sitting byhimself for about 5sec but she said his moving back wards was abnormal so when he is on his back he will push with his feet and move that way. So Oh well one good thing and one bad thing just need to keep moving forward.

Stay focused on the positive Beetle. Positives always out weigh negatives and I jst know that Daniel is going to have so many positives in his life it wont matter how many negatives there are coz the positives will keep shining thru and giving him and you guys strength to over coe wat ever tries to get i your way.

Beetle and Jolene so glad to hear that both boys are growing to be such little cuties espeacialy after what you all have been thru

Thanks Flutter they are pretty awesome!!

Beetle, so they are saying he is going backwards, like meaning he is crawling backwards or something? Im a little confused. I just hate when they do this, cause every baby is different, and after what Daniel and Noah went thru, how can they say that what they are going to do is going to be of that of a normal child, it might be completely normal for them, and they will be completely fine. GRRR...I know its hard to hear hun, but just remember, this might all be normal for Daniel. I will say it again, our friends whose son is 9weeks younger than Noah, and was born 4weeks early, and was 4lbs 11oz, he didnt have any issues, but its taken him awhile to sit up on his own, and he is 9months old, im not sure if he can still sit up totally on his own yet, he is starting to crawl all over the place, but started to go backwards at first, and it took him some time. He is trying to pull up in his crib, but falls halfway up, cause his legs give, out, but he is completely normal. No problems at all. He might be sitting up on his own, I cant remember, all I know is at 7-8months he wasnt sitting up on his own without falling over.

Lots of love hun, and I hope this gives you a little bit more hope and positive thinking!

Lots of lvoe!!!!

Hi Flutter, I was so close to tears and feeling sorry for myself and I just read you message and your right and I feel better thank you.

Hey Jolene thanks for that its so hard some days. Daniel is not waking but is crying trhrough out the night and then goes back to sleep he is doing this about 5-10 times a night. Then my cat who is nearly 16yrs and we lost her mum 2mths ago she had just turned 16 passed on now all she does is cry loudly through out the night for me to come an cuddle her so if it not daniel crying its the cat so I am so so tired and then working a full day is killing me.

So what I mean with daniel going backwards is when he is lying on his back he will push with his legs and moved. Then when you try to get him sitting he will push back hard so that he is lying down instead of moving forward to sit and play with things in front of him he also needs to strength his arms ans he doesnt reach out for anything

Beetle Im glad what I wrote helped in some way I was worried it might seem like I didnt care or didnt think it was tough or something. YOU guys are so brave and strong to go thru all that you have I jst know you all will have bright happy futures.

Julene is right what may seem odd to others may be completely normal for daniel and everything wil turn out fine. Dont lose faith sweety. You where made Daniels mummy for a reason and thats coz God could see that he needed a extra special mummy to help him grow up to be the awesome little boy and one day man that he was born to be.

I got some good news today too y the way we got our start date for IVF woohoo!!!!!!!!!!

Hey flutter thar is the best news. I am so excited for you.

Thanx Beetle =o)

Jolene sorry for the speling error in my last post too. The excitment over came my typing skills I think lol

Hi All, I am no worried about Daniels Speach he is 8 1/2 mth and isnt saying anything he talks alot of baby talk I think but I ran into someone from monthers group and her 7mth old is saying mum and dad. Jolene when did noeh start saying mum and dad Im really worried now. I have mothers group xmas bbq on the 29th of nov and DH says we should go but Im really dreading it not that Im amshamed of daniel but I know Ill comw away being so so stress that daniel not rolling anymore and his not crawling and he is just sitting for 1min not loing period and Oh yes he isnt talking OMG IM am so stresses and so worried and so angry that my body anbd I gave him that damn strep b