March 17, 2008
I know this sounds silly, but I just really need a hug! AF has shown full blown this evening and it sucks! I was pretty much expecting it, but it's still got me down! I know God loves us and doesn't punish us, but sometimes I feel like that is what's going on. Deep down inside I know that is not the truth, but it has been over 2 years of trying and a big part of me just doesn't understand!!! Their are so many wonderful people in this world who deal with much more serious stuff and I need to learn to just appreciate what I do have instead of always wanting what I can't have! Anyway, I didn't mean to get on here and whine... Just wanted to ask for a hug. Thanks for listening girls!!!!
March 17, 2008