I'm with you on that too..and so sorry for your loss. We have a 3 yr old and been ttc #2 for 2 yrs..we are finally prego..but I had two chemical losses in the mean time. Its so devistating to find out you are ...the moments away have it ripped away from you. My heart goes out to you and your family. ((HUGS))
A loss I have never known
September 18, 2008
Yesterday I find out that I misscarried at 5 weeks. Nobody around me understands the hurt. I have four healthy children already, so "embrace what you do have" they keep saying. I love my children, I have two boys ages, 16 and 14, and two girls ages 12years and 11 "months". Big age span, right. I had a tubal reversal in October 2006, and got pregnant in February 2007, and had a healthy baby girl. We wanted one more, a sibling close in age to the baby, I was so happy on our two year anniversary, September 9, to tell my husband we were expecting again. He was so happy. But yesterday the news came in that my hcg levles were too low and starting to go down even lower, I am in the process now of the misscarriage. The pain is nearly unbearable, and nobody gets it because I have 4 children already. Am I being dramatic to grieve when I have so much to be thankful for?
September 18, 2008