a light at the end of a very long tunnel

Look ladies period after period! Isn`t it just amazing, no ovulation ,temps are all over the place and words are powerless to express this chart eh?!!!! LOL Just hanging there and trying to keep the positive feeling about this whole process. Hugs ladies and hopefuly we see this light at the end of th tunnel real soon! Tons of baby ust to all of you

Hope...you are describing a page right out of my journal...seriously. I feel so low so often...but I know I have to keep going. I am seriously glad for this site too. My DH is always so frustrating...but honest, at least, to tell me that it isn't as big of a drive for him...but that he really does "want" a baby with me. (just not in the same extreme as I want it) Last month, I got a faint faint second line....I was in the bathroom and he knew what I was doing. I came out and said all excited and serious....look look look...and his face went south...I completely freaked out...I said, I can see now I am the only one who really wants this, no wonder it isn't happening. It is like he is just not "in it" sometimes....like there's a wall up. And we have fought like crazy over it too.

What can you do...these are just hard times. Hard times bring stress and fights. Hard times make you want to throw in the towel...or break things. I try to remind myself when I am ready to leave. I don't want to leave really...I just want a baby!!!!

Hokie and Simone......in trying to think of the best thing to say, that hasn't been said before....I couldn't.....so....I just want to say I am so Sorry ....I really totally understand where that bfn place is, and it is the worst....I hope something really good comes to ease things in the meanwhile...a happy surprise. Sending big hugs....

I think this year I am going to get my fat a$$ on Santa's lap to ask for a baby. Santa always gets the good stuff. :) Holidays are rough, though......but at least people don't look at you as funny if you are bombed. :) Maybe we deserve to wallow in a little bit of sadness...just please don't get lost in it. Life can be too good to stay sad for too long.



It is so crazy everyone's cycles are synching up...I hope it means we are getting all aligned in the right path.

Dessi...thanx for bringing some humor and light ...just when we start to feel depleted...someone is there to pick us back up. I am so grateful for that. :)

I think Nov I will focus on all that I am grateful for...and in December, I will find the Miracle I have long been hoping for.

Einstein Keep your chin up beautiful lady please and thank you! No space and no time for sad symptoms,ok? Life is too short and too wonderful no matter what! Take it ease one step at a time and everything will drop into the right place sooner or later just be patient! And remember you`re always welcome for anything I could help. Men no need to discuss them...............men are men! They think they`re the only ones who work,they`re the only one too tired,then they`re coming home watching TV spreading they`re legs over something............while you after being 8 or 16 hours at work start cooking and cleaning ,then serve dinner ,then wash dishes and then finally get to bed where you give them another pleasure,cause don`t forget men are hard working and very tired creatures............LOL even though I love mine cause he`s helping out tons. But I really know how it works damn it! Love and hugs ,wishing you tons of positive enrgy cause you need it and tons of baby dust cause you need it even more! Spread a little sunshine to everyone you see may be we can learn to live in perfect harmony?............

Einstein- your words are so sweet. Tears are running down my face which is not good because I have 15 preschoolers coming in the room in about 5 minutes! I get so discouraged about my relationship- but deep down I know he wants the same things. Thanks for picking up my spirits.

Dessi- thanks too for putting me in check.

I am going out for happy hour with the girls tonight- have not done this in a while. Bring on the drinks while I can. I will say I am a bit nervous about a little break down as alcohol can do that to me....but maybe I need a little release.

Hope everyone has a good weekend!

To all you amazing ladies-

I guess what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger. I have no words....I'm bummed about you Hokie...and about you Simone...and you Hope and you Susan and you Einstein and you Dessi. Sigh. If I could wish for anything...I would wish that every single last one of us would be pregnant right this second....if I was smart I'd probably wish for unlimited wishes...but I'd be afraid my gene of the lamp would find me selfish and grant me none, so just to play it safe...Dear Mr. Gene of the Lamp...I wish for every single one of us to have our heart's desire and be pregnant right this second....Please! Are you listening Mr. Gene??

I don't know girls...

Okay...Hokie...My acupuncturist dosed me with MICRONIZED DHEA 25mg, three times per day. And L-arginine 750mg, twice per day. She really stressed the Micronized thing, I don't know why...I get the meds from her office, but can also be bought online..the company is called "Pure Encapsulations." But I urge all of you to really do your research just in case!! My cycles were perfect on them...i had no problems, and I ovulated like a champ...so if I was only pregnant...my case would be like 50times stronger! I hope this helps...

Thank you all for being here, and reminding me day in and day out that I'm not alone...

This is the time of year to be thankful. I am thankful to have all of you ladies here too. There are so many parts to this issue. THe disappointment every month, the feeling of failure, the seemingly endless supply of women who get pregnant by accident, the financial burden, the frustration with our husbands etc. So I thought there must be a ribbon for us. I found out that pink/blue stands for infertility awareness, miscarriage, infant loss. [IMG]http://i35.tinypic.com/j79rwp.gif[/IMG]

hmmmmm okay I am having some tech problems trying to show you the picture......hmmm I tried tiny pic and used the forum, then I tried the web option so last try here is layout. If it does not show then go to http://www.personalizedcause.com/shop/collections/classic/detail/c_pinkblue.html#

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Okay sorry to be a hog.......now it is showing the ribbon from when I used the forum option....YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!