...4 months left...

never thought this would happen to me,

never thought i'd be 17 and pregnant.

never though i was invincible,

just never thought it would be me.

but now it is true,

4 more months and we'll have a little one.

so many emotions i have,

so hard to express them.

want to scream and cry,

want to run and hide.

want to wake up,

and it just be a dream.

but it's not,

and soon we will have a life to care for.

a life to support and provide the best for.

so scared i am that i will fail,

so afraid i am that i can't do it.

but god will give me strength,

to let me handle it.

god will give me everything i need,

to raise the miracle he blessed us with.

i didn't write this. i found it on the internet and it explains sorta how i feel.