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    <title>New comments on 'Trying to fulfill my Mothers dream !!!'</title>
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    <description>well as you all know i had a m/c in august , so here we are ttc once again and with the good grace of GOD we will recieve our lil Angel . this time i was put on famara so i am excited to try it. i have heard alot of good stuff about it so i am hoping we get blessed . this has been a very trying time for us , with all that has happened this year i believe we will get there soon . i also want to ...</description>
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      <title>New comments on 'Trying to fulfill my Mothers dream !!!'</title>
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    <category>in loving memory maria esther adame de leon</category>
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      <title>New comment from elodia due 10/27</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;a target=_blank href=http://www.pregnology.com/pregnancy/10/27/2010&gt;&lt;img border=0 width=450 height=185 src='http://www.pregnology.com/preggoticker2/CCFFFF/000000/My%20pregnancy/10/27/2010.png' alt='Pregnancy%20ticker'&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a style=font-size:9pt;color:#444444 target=_blank href=http://www.pregnology.com&gt;Make a pregnancy ticker&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/br&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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      <pubDate>Fri, 26 Feb 2010 20:52:52 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/524964</link>
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      <title>New comment from ~miracles_do_happen~</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;Ely-thanks hun I'm sad, but I'm still so happy for you! Sending you prayers &amp; ***loads of sticky glue***!!&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="/profile/-miracles-do-happen" title="~miracles_do_happen~"&gt;&lt;img alt="Angelbaby" border="0" src="http://www.fertilityties.com/profile/image/9364/thumb/angelbaby.gif?1255985821" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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      <pubDate>Tue, 16 Feb 2010 11:38:57 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/516147</link>
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      <title>New comment from flutterbyejewels</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;OMG Elodia how did I miss your bfp!!!!!! congrqats sweety!!!!!!!!!!!! so happy for you wooohoooo!!!!!!!!!!!! On a side note did you ever get the video I emiled you that I made for the Wave Of Light????? I never heard back from you if you got it or not&lt;/div&gt;
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      <pubDate>Mon, 15 Feb 2010 20:13:52 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/515660</link>
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      <title>New comment from elodia due 10/27</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;thanks ladies i really appreciate it and it does mean alot to us we have been working on this for a very long time we r so excited and needing all the prayers and i hope all the lovely ladies here get there BFP soon i know from experiance its hard to deal w all the losses and month to month ttc i just hope god hears my prayers for you all and i am sry i wish i could do something for everyone to help you ladies out on yalls journey ttc thanks for the blessings always needed and welcomed god bless you all and miracles i am sry for the loss and u are in my prayers my love god bless luv&lt;/div&gt;
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			&lt;a href="/profile/elodia-due-10-27"&gt;elodia due 10/27&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Mon, 15 Feb 2010 20:08:04 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/515654</link>
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      <title>New comment from elodia due 10/27</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;Get your free online &lt;a href="http://www.whattoexpect.com/pregnancy/week-by-week/landing.aspx"&gt;pregnancy calendar&lt;/a&gt; from &lt;a href="http://www.whattoexpect.com"&gt;WhatToExpect.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.my-calorie-counter.com/Ticker/TickerEngine.php?RulerImage=ruler_pinkfeet.gif&amp;SliderImage=blue_rattle.gif&amp;DueDate=10/27/2010"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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			&lt;a href="/profile/elodia-due-10-27"&gt;elodia due 10/27&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Mon, 15 Feb 2010 20:02:20 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/515649</link>
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      <title>New comment from Shelly dreaming of #1</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;Marryyyyy you are so sweet!!! thanks...I feel it is very close!!!&lt;/div&gt;
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			&lt;a href="/profile/shelly-dreaming-of-1"&gt;Shelly dreaming of #1&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Mon, 15 Feb 2010 16:36:58 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/515423</link>
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      <title>New comment from maryyyyy</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;elodia they are great numbers and i wil continue to pray everything goes perfect u..u truly desereve this baby afta all u have been through..lotz of hugz&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;shelly i cant wait for u to get ur BFP, u truly desereve it also :)&lt;/div&gt;
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			&lt;a href="/profile/maryyyyy"&gt;maryyyyy&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Mon, 15 Feb 2010 16:27:58 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/515407</link>
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      <title>New comment from Shelly dreaming of #1</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;I am so happy for you Elodia!! You have been through so much and deserve this so very much!!&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="/profile/shelly-dreaming-of-1" title="Shelly dreaming of #1"&gt;&lt;img alt="Pooh_bedding_set" border="0" src="http://www.fertilityties.com/profile/image/17374/thumb/Pooh_Bedding_Set.jpg?1264997707" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
			&lt;a href="/profile/shelly-dreaming-of-1"&gt;Shelly dreaming of #1&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Mon, 15 Feb 2010 15:19:17 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/515344</link>
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      <title>New comment from Shelly dreaming of #1</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;that is a good number for 11DPO. When do u retest? Is 36.9 your Progesterone? &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Sticky glue hun~&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="/profile/shelly-dreaming-of-1" title="Shelly dreaming of #1"&gt;&lt;img alt="Pooh_bedding_set" border="0" src="http://www.fertilityties.com/profile/image/17374/thumb/Pooh_Bedding_Set.jpg?1264997707" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
			&lt;a href="/profile/shelly-dreaming-of-1"&gt;Shelly dreaming of #1&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Mon, 15 Feb 2010 15:18:31 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/515343</link>
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      <title>New comment from elodia due 10/27</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;well todays beta 11dpo 36.5 estrogen 36.9 ....please pray this little squarts sticks sticky glue&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="/profile/elodia-due-10-27" title="elodia due 10/27"&gt;&lt;img alt="Our_baby" border="0" src="http://www.fertilityties.com/profile/image/12620/thumb/our_baby.jpg?1256647190" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
			&lt;a href="/profile/elodia-due-10-27"&gt;elodia due 10/27&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Mon, 15 Feb 2010 15:03:51 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/515337</link>
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      <title>New comment from elodia due 10/27</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;[url=http://www.TickerFactory.com/]&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;[img]http://tickers.TickerFactory.com/ezt/d/1;20716;29/st/20101027/k/a67a/preg.png[/img]&lt;/div&gt;
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			&lt;a href="/profile/elodia-due-10-27"&gt;elodia due 10/27&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Sun, 14 Feb 2010 19:30:06 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/514818</link>
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      <title>New comment from elodia due 10/27</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;thanks mary its kinda scary but i have a wonderful feeling about this one i just hope all turns out well i cant deal w another loss i have waited a very long time and i just want everything to go perfect in gods hands right  last nite dh and i were kidding around and i told him i wanted to pick up some test and take a test on valentines day i said what if we get that BFP wouldnt it be great and this morning went to a $ tree got some test and omg i screamed and said we are pregnant he was like what i started to cry and he was all in shock it has been a very good day god bless and thanks again&lt;/div&gt;
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			&lt;a href="/profile/elodia-due-10-27"&gt;elodia due 10/27&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Sun, 14 Feb 2010 19:09:09 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/514810</link>
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      <title>New comment from elodia due 10/27</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;thanks i am so excited but scared and i have really hateful heart burns thanks for all the help&lt;/div&gt;
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			&lt;a href="/profile/elodia-due-10-27"&gt;elodia due 10/27&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Sun, 14 Feb 2010 19:05:50 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/514809</link>
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      <title>New comment from maryyyyy</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;elodia im soooo happy for u, i knew it would happen for u, sending u tons and tons of stiky glue and a very HH9M, i pray everything goes perfect for u&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="/profile/maryyyyy" title="maryyyyy"&gt;&lt;img alt="P1060220" border="0" src="http://www.fertilityties.com/profile/image/9800/thumb/P1060220.jpg?1266041723" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
			&lt;a href="/profile/maryyyyy"&gt;maryyyyy&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Sun, 14 Feb 2010 19:05:36 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/514808</link>
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      <title>New comment from cdl-eal due 10/2</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;OMG OMG OMG!!! I KNEW IT!!!! Congrats sweetie!!!! TONS of STICKY GLUE!!!!&lt;/div&gt;
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      <pubDate>Sun, 14 Feb 2010 19:01:08 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/514805</link>
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      <title>New comment from elodia due 10/27</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;thanks hunny i am still adopting i cant wait till we get her ...&lt;/div&gt;
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			&lt;a href="/profile/elodia-due-10-27"&gt;elodia due 10/27&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Sun, 14 Feb 2010 18:58:52 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/514803</link>
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      <title>New comment from TTC after Miscarriage has!! @ due 03/11/2010</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;Congrats Elodia :-) Are you still adopting? If so, how far will they be a part?&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;HH9M's!&lt;/div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="/profile/ttc-after-miscarriage-has-due-03-11-2010" title="TTC after Miscarriage has!! @ due 03/11/2010"&gt;&lt;img alt="Img_0609" border="0" src="http://www.fertilityties.com/profile/image/5379/thumb/IMG_0609.jpg?1267633589" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
			&lt;a href="/profile/ttc-after-miscarriage-has-due-03-11-2010"&gt;TTC after Miscarriage has!! @ due 03/11/2010&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Sun, 14 Feb 2010 17:30:08 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/514758</link>
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      <title>New comment from elodia due 10/27</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;not yet but i will go tomorrow for beta thanks i am so so so so happy i have been trying to get preggo since last lost on 8/2/9 so its been a while i am just hoping to god we get to hold this one to full term i appreciate the thoughts ladies it does mean alot to me &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;miracles urs is on its way if not already god bless and thanks for being such a great friend love you hunny Happy Valentines Day&lt;/div&gt;
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			&lt;a href="/profile/elodia-due-10-27"&gt;elodia due 10/27&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Sun, 14 Feb 2010 17:10:05 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/514742</link>
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      <title>New comment from Shelly dreaming of #1</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;congrats Elodia!! have you tried a pink dye or digi yet?&lt;/div&gt;
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			&lt;a href="/profile/shelly-dreaming-of-1"&gt;Shelly dreaming of #1&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Sun, 14 Feb 2010 16:43:58 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/514726</link>
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      <title>New comment from elodia due 10/27</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://s724.photobucket.com/albums/ww244/jpo2003/?action=view&amp;current=valentine2010.jpg" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;img src="http://i724.photobucket.com/albums/ww244/jpo2003/valentine2010.jpg" border="0" alt="Happy Valentines Day 2010"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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			&lt;a href="/profile/elodia-due-10-27"&gt;elodia due 10/27&lt;/a&gt;
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      <pubDate>Sun, 14 Feb 2010 16:32:04 -0600</pubDate>
      <link>http://www.fertilityties.com/post/show/trying-to-fulfill-my-mothers-dream/514716</link>
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      <title>Trying to fulfill my Mothers dream !!!</title>
      <description>&lt;div&gt;well as you all know i had a m/c in august , so here we are ttc once again and with the good grace of GOD we will recieve our lil Angel . this time i was put on famara so i am excited to try it. i have heard alot of good stuff about it so i am hoping we get blessed . this has been a very trying time for us , with all that has happened this year i believe we will get there soon . i also want to thank all the ladies that have been there for me. i have been in this lil whole since feb. with the loss of my mother i know you all have heard of the loss of my mother. i am sry if you guys are getting tired of hearing me talk about it but... for the love for a mother MY MOTHER its a hard thing to swallow. my mothers birthday is on the 24th of November and i just miss her so much this will be a very rough time for us. the hardest thing i have ever had to deal with in my life with the loss of my baby shortly after ... I have just felt like when is God going to give me a break but i guess what it is i needed a break within myself its not my fault even though i blaime myself for everything that has come ... right before my mother passed i had a wonderful weekend with her and she was all fill with joy trying to prepare me for a baby and she was in such a rush to get all the lil things done ..if you were to have seen the excitement in my mothers eyes...and then with in that same weekend my mother became real ill and on the 4rth of FEB. she past away not having an opertunity to recieve the gift of life she lost hers and i blaimed myself for that .... she lost her life to let me have life how could i be so selfish ... i believed that i wanted a baby more than my own life to give to my mother that she gave her life for me and i couldnt deal with it months past and in june we got pregnant and not long after we lost our baby ... i have to believe she is in heaven looking over our lil angels and that one day just maybe one day i will recieve my mother gift ... the saddest thing i think is the day we get to have our lil angel my mother wont be there to see it and i wont be able to see that glow in my mothers eyes ... i think she will be looking in on me from time to time but its not the same. i have dedicated my life to my mother to grant her the last wish she wanted and i am a determined person i will fulfill my mothers dream!!! GOD  i dont understand the expression "all things happen for a reason and its not your fault " but then you have to believe it does happen for a reason just maybe there was something wrong i can question everything but in all and all i just have to except it i know it wasnt my fault now . i know i will be blessed and i will see mothers eyes the 1st time i get to look into my lil angels eyes and until then i have to try to be strong and i have to believe she is still here with me ...so all i have right now is faith ,love ,hope and determination and all in all my MOTHERS DREAM &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Thanks for listening and letting me get it out of my chest god bless you ladies and if you dont mind on my mothers birthday may you all say a prayer for my family and to all the ladies that have lost there mothers or even a loved one GOD BLESS YOU ALL&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I LOVE YOU MOM !!!&lt;/div&gt;
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      <pubDate>Sun, 11 Oct 2009 18:38:45 -0500</pubDate>
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